WHY DO I PURSUE THIS SO VIGOROUSLY---THE TYING AND KEEPING OTHER MEN HELPLESS?
BECAUSE I'M A VERY AGGRESSIVE MAN WHO LOVES TO HAVE OTHER MEN UNDER MY CONTROL? YES, BUT REALLY, IT'S BECAUSE I KNOW :
THAT WHEN A MAN IS BOUND TIGHTLY, GAGGED, HOODED , COMPLETELY HELPLESS AND FORCED  TO GO WHERE HE'S NEVER GONE BEFORE

THAT WHEN I GET A NOTE FROM A BOOTED 24 YEAR OLD, (KEPT IN CHAINS, SJ, OR RUBBER SLEEP SACK FOR 3 DAYS) SAYING THAT HE'S JUST HAD THE FANTASY HE HAS ALWAYS DREAMED OF

THAT WHEN  A BEAUTIFUL, MUSCULAR, 32 YEAR OLD MAN, WHO HAS JUST FINISHED HIS INTERNSHIP AND IS ABOUT TO BECOME A DOCTOR TELLS ME, AFTER A VERY INTENSE SCENE, "THAT WAS INCREDIBLE! I'VE NEVER FELT LIKE THAT...I DIDN'T KNOW I COULD FEEL LIKE THAT...IF MY FATHER COULD ONLY SEE ME NOW"

THAT WHEN I GET A CALL FROM A 38 YEAR OLD (BIKER/STOCKBROKER)  WHO SAYS HE HAS JUST HAD, WITH ME, AN EXPERIENCE HE NEVER THOUGHT HE COULD HAVE AS A MARRIED MAN WITH TWO DAUGHTERS

THAT WHEN I GET AN E/MAIL FROM A 49 YEAR OLD RUBBER/BONDAGE ENTHUSIAST OF 25 YEARS WHO THOUGHT HE HAD DONE IT ALL BUT TELLS ME THAT HIS 13 DAY CAPTIVITY SCENE  WAS THE EXPERIENCE OF A LIFE TIME

WHEN A BOY TELLS ME THAT , AFTER HAVING HAD ONLY TWO PREVIOUS BONDAGE EXPERIENCES--BOTH OF WHICH WERE VERY BAD AND "NEARLY CURED" HIM, HE NOW KNEW WHY HE KEPT  PURSUING HIS FANTASY...IT WAS HIS DREAM FULFILLED

 I ASK MYSELF:
HOW MANY MEN GET TO GO THROUGH LIFE KNOWING THAT THEY HAVE GIVEN SO MANY OTHERS SUCH INTENSE PLEASURE? AND I FEEL WHAT THEY FEEL. BEST OF ALL,  I REALLY ENJOY DOING IT.