AUGUST 2017

IT'S BEEN 20 YEARS. NOTHING'S CHANGED! WE BOTH, GUARD T AND I, LOVE HAVING MEN BOUND UP AND HELPLESS FOR PROLONGED TIMES. THEY'VE SIGNED A CONTRACT AND HAVE TO LIVE WITH IT. MEN FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD AND THE U.S. FROM AS FAR AWAY AS ENGLAND, CHINA, RUSSIA, MADAGASCAR, JAPAN AND AS CLOSE AS PHOENIX. MANY RETURN. DOES ANYONE HAVE A BETTER JOB?

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1997

WHY DO I PURSUE THIS SO VIGOROUSLY---THE TYING AND KEEPING OTHER MEN HELPLESS?
BECAUSE I'M A VERY AGGRESSIVE MAN WHO LOVES TO HAVE OTHER MEN UNDER MY CONTROL? YES, BUT REALLY, IT'S BECAUSE I KNOW :
THAT WHEN A MAN IS BOUND TIGHTLY, GAGGED, HOODED , COMPLETELY HELPLESS AND FORCED  TO GO WHERE HE'S NEVER GONE BEFORE

THAT WHEN I GET A NOTE FROM A BOOTED 24 YEAR OLD, (KEPT IN CHAINS, SJ, OR RUBBER SLEEP SACK FOR 3 DAYS) SAYING THAT HE'S JUST HAD THE FANTASY HE HAS ALWAYS DREAMED OF

THAT WHEN  A BEAUTIFUL, MUSCULAR, 32 YEAR OLD MAN, WHO HAS JUST FINISHED HIS INTERNSHIP AND IS ABOUT TO BECOME A DOCTOR TELLS ME, AFTER A VERY INTENSE SCENE, "THAT WAS INCREDIBLE! I'VE NEVER FELT LIKE THAT...I DIDN'T KNOW I COULD FEEL LIKE THAT...IF MY FATHER COULD ONLY SEE ME NOW"

THAT WHEN I GET A CALL FROM A 38 YEAR OLD (BIKER/STOCKBROKER)  WHO SAYS HE HAS JUST HAD, WITH ME, AN EXPERIENCE HE NEVER THOUGHT HE COULD HAVE AS A MARRIED MAN WITH TWO DAUGHTERS

THAT WHEN I GET AN E/MAIL FROM A 49 YEAR OLD RUBBER/BONDAGE ENTHUSIAST OF 25 YEARS WHO THOUGHT HE HAD DONE IT ALL BUT TELLS ME THAT HIS 13 DAY CAPTIVITY SCENE  WAS THE EXPERIENCE OF A LIFE TIME

THAT WHEN A BOY TELLS ME , AFTER HAVING HAD ONLY TWO PREVIOUS BONDAGE EXPERIENCES--BOTH OF WHICH WERE VERY BAD AND "NEARLY CURED" HIM, HE NOW KNEW WHY HE KEPT  PURSUING HIS FANTASY...IT WAS HIS DREAM FULFILLED

THAT WHEN AN 80 YEAR OLD MAJOR CORPORATE PRESIDENT SAYS, "I'VE DONE IT ALL. SHOW ME SOMETHING I DON'T KNOW" AND I DO SO HE RETURNS 4 TIMES A YEAR TO DISCOVER MORE ABOUT HIMSELF


 I ASK MYSELF:
HOW MANY MEN GET TO GO THROUGH LIFE KNOWING THAT THEY HAVE GIVEN SO MANY OTHERS SUCH INTENSE PLEASURE? AND I FEEL WHAT THEY FEEL. BEST OF ALL,  I REALLY ENJOY DOING IT.