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A night to remember
A boy from England
I had a man come
to me who had run his own training facility for prisoners for many years.
He had always been a top and loved training the men who came to him from
all over the world. He contacted me for his first scene as a bottom. Here's
what he wrote:
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|A boy from the Caribbean
came to me for his first session with a man. He was here for 5 days and
had quite a good time. Here is his account of that:
A boy from the Netherland Antilles (Curaçao)
Other boys have said:
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|Mon, 30 Jun 2014 21:35:01 -0700|
Terry Marshall <firstname.lastname@example.org>,
Master Jack <email@example.com>
Gentlemen Sirs, I made it to Phoenix, and I'm in my hotel awaiting the arrival of my friend. I just wanted to take a minute to let you both know how much I appreciated the experience you created for me this weekend. It was a very enlightening experience for me, and I felt an awaking of some new perspectives on life as a result of this. I feel that I connected personally with Guard T. (Master Jack, Sir, Guard T should be promoted to Warden—he is top notch, Sir!) With Master Jack's permission, I'd like to continue correspondence with Guard T as a friend to continue my growth and development with regard to dominant/submissive relationships. Please let me know if this is OK. Thank you both, and I hope to visit you again soon.
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|Tue, 24 Jun 2014 20:23:54 -0700|
|Master Jack <firstname.lastname@example.org>|
I'm home. It's a funny thing, I actually wondered when I left if I would ever return. The mind plays all sorts of tricks. Once I was there under your control, I felt I was home there. Being bound and helpless under someone elses control is what I've dreamed of my whole life and you made it happen. Sometimes it was hard, but I was determined not to give up. At the end of the third day, I didn't want to leave. You gave me that wonderful dinner and then I was gone Monday morn, wishing I could stay. On the trip home, in the plane, I got this kind of warm glow. You told me I might. It was like everything was wonderful in the world. I think I must have been positively beaming happiness. I got to my house 12 hours later and I walked in, I felt a combination of comfort finally being there but also a yearning to be bound, gagged and under your control again. I will be some day.
Thank you so much,
Your boy fred
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Subject: Re: Thank You
Date: Mon, 19 May 2014 05:58:21 +1000
To: Master Jack <email@example.com>
Thank you Sir for the most memorable weekend of my life...so far. I know you were hesitant to take me since I had just turned 21 and you thought I might be too inexperienced. As you know, I had only tied myself up before. But who could I get to do it, before you? I certainly wouldn't have asked anyone in my frat house. And all of the guys I met online seemed like flakes to me. But I felt I could trust you and I was right. I had a FANTASTIC time. Guard T was great for the prison part of my scene and you kept me helpless in that straitjacket until I just couldn't take it anymore. I guess that's why men come to you. You know how far to push them.
Thank you again. I hope I can come again one day.
Your leather boy,
|Re: my scene
|Sun, 13 Apr 2014 10:28:06 -0700 (PDT)|
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|Fri, 7 Feb 2014 14:05:22 +1100
11 years is a long time between scenes with you, but Australia is a long way from Arizona. When I came to you in San Francisco in 2003, I was really new to the scene. Sydney has a good leather scene, but few really good tops. I did find one about 5 years ago, Master Jason from Broken Hill, a mean mother fucker. Used to be a miner before he was laid off. He had a place miles from anyone, a broken down house and some out buildings. If he dropped you into a hole and buried you, nobody would ever know. He allowed me to set limits, but he never observed them, saying they were for sissies. That attracted me to him like a moth to a flame, until he nearly burned me up. Last scene he chained me up really tight so I could barely move, tape gagged nearly my whole head, and put me in a shed, door locked. No windows and no air. It just kept getting hotter and hotter. Must have been at least 42 ° C! I screamed as I could, and banged my booted feet against the door. Nothing. When I awoke, I was in bed and had suffered heat stroke. I recovered but never saw him again, or anyone else for that matter, until a couple of weeks ago with you. I didn't know who to trust. So I went back where I started. You didn't disappoint. I like your facilities in Arizona even better than California and Guard T hits just the right amount of discipline without crossing the line. You've helped to rebuild my confidence.
I didn't tell you all of this before I arrived for I was afraid you would treat me as "damaged." So it worked out fine. I would have talked to you about it after the scene but there was no time. I had to catch the shuttle for the airport.
Thanks for a great time. You've helped to rebuild my self confidence and desire.
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|Mon, 06 Jan 2014 14:21:40 -0700|
|Master Jack <firstname.lastname@example.org>|
this was my 5th incarceration. It just gets better everytime. Thank Guard T for me. He's a Master at it.
|Thu, 19 Dec 2013 15:10:30 -0700|
|Master Jack <email@example.com>|
Thank you Sir for a once in a lifetime experience...for I doubt I get up the courage to do it again. There are just to any complications at home. Everything went perfectly, more as less as I expected since I read a lot of the comments. You provide a great service. .. a place to come to escape the rest of the world and live out fantasies.
Thanks so much.
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A boy from Texas writes:
|Mon, 18 Nov 2013 22:37:49 -0600|
Master Jack and Guard T:
I wanted to thank you guys again for a great experience this past weekend. Again, I apologize if I caused any trouble, and I hope I was not too much of a bother.
I really did have a good time, and I hope you know I enjoyed my time in the cell. Somehow I lucked out in picking a date as the temperature in the cell was perfect.
The surrender/intake process, IE being cuffed shortly outside the airport (On the way back to the airport today, I looked, and found, the exact spot where you pulled over and Guard T cuffed my hands behind my back, exactly the way I like them, palms out), and even had a grin on my face remembering the start of the weekend. Being escorted into the cell and using the handcuff port for the first time, the strip search and dress out were all great.
I also learned a lot about myself. I really appreciate our conversation last night - there I was, in leg irons and handcuffs wearing a orange jail/prison jumpsuit, talking to you through the metal mesh that kept me from the outside world, and I was totally comfortable, not a bit embarrassed at all to be seen like that. More importantly, I appreciated your thoughts and concerns for me and how I might better deal with my desires to be restrained/locked up.
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|Thank you Sir|
|Sun, 3 Nov 2013 19:34:10 -0500|
I'm home safe and sound, just as you promised, after a 5 hour airline delay, the worst part of the whole trip by far.
You know how hesitant I was to commit to being under your control for the punishment scene I had devised for myself. What finally made me decide to do it was your forceful yet soothing deep voice saying, "You won't be damaged. But you will get your wish to be punished." That's exactly what I've always dreamed of. Yeah, there were some times I wished I could end the whole thing, but I held on because I knew if I didn't I'd never forgive myself later.
So here I am now, home reliving every moment of my captivity with you. You told me I'd like the straitjacket. That was an understatement. I'd buy one right now, but who would put me into it? And the whipping... I'd always wanted that. You brought me up slowly and to the point I was actually high on the pain! What a trip. I know not everyone is into pain, but I am and you hit just the right level. I think I'll be on what you called a "bondage high" for weeks.
Thank you Sir. Thank you Sir.
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You know, in this day and age, it's really pleasant to find something that lives up to its own hype. Frankly, you and Terry are better than you claim, for you don't really claim anything except what you post what others have said. You really do offer an escape from the real world and an escape which is everything I wanted. Bound, helpless, gagged a lot of the time (I loved it when I yelled through the gag you and just said, "Fuck you." I got a ragging hard on.) I knew that if I really were in trouble I could grunt three times, as instructed, and you would respond. As you know, I never did in the 3 days I was there. So I was left to wallow in my own misery... and that's exactly what I've always wanted! Keep up the good work.
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As I had told you, I have looked and looked at your web page for years. Finally, I acted upon it... and am so very happy I did. As you know, I've been tying myself up since I was maybe 8 or 9. But NEVER trusted anyone else to do it to me. I married, had 3 beautiful sons and am now divorced. At 48 I decided it was time. It took me weeks to get up courage and hit the "send" button on my e/mail. But I did and it was the best decision I ever made. Talking to you on the phone before I came reassured me that it was the right thing to do. So I came... over and over and over! :-) What an experience... to be bound so tightly I could hardly move and knowing that there was no way out. I had signed a contract. "Live with it", as you said. And I did, basking in every glorious moment. You would come in am ask me, "well how long do you think it was this time?" I'd say something like 2 hours and you'd laugh and say, "Five." Before I knew it, the 3 days were over. Thank you too for the "last supper." It was really fine. And thank Slave Master T for his attentions, always happy to make me just a bit more uncomfortable. You really are a great pair...sympatico (I made a little Freudian mistype the first time, hitting both the "o" and "p"-"sympaticop".) Truly a great great experience. I shall never forget it and do hope I can come again.
i just wanted to thank you for
a great adventure in Tuscon Arizona. from the arrival to departure the
scenery and activities were absolutely astounding. i had the mountains
calling to me to come climb as i sat on the shuttle van. seeing things
in real life is a thrill in itself. it was unfortunate your area had the
cold weather: i hope the lemons and other fruit make it through. i think
of Rex and look forward to seeing a picture of him sometime.
the entire stay wasenjoyable for me and packed full of surprise. i tried to imagine what it would be like and each and every session or scene or activity surpassed my expectations. my cyber buddy has a friend already asking about going there. i told him to send me an email and i will help him to start ther process and plan his trip with the airlines etc. i would not hesitate to return when things are in bloom as was mentioned. thank you Master Jack and Sir T for giving me a thrill of my life. it was real it was interesting and challenging. by far the best experience and establishment i have found in my journey.
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Master Jack and Guard Terry,
It is hard to believe that it has been a little more than one week since I left your dungeon. I want to thank you again for your time and patience during my visit last week.
I want to express my appreciation for the quality of my experience from the time that you handcuffed until the moment that I was released three days later. I appreciate that you put me at ease and, even though I was vulnerable, I never felt that I was in danger.
You pushed without gong overboard and left me wanting more. I am proud of the fact that I never refused to try anything. I told you that I hated tit play and had sensitive nipples. Even though I flinched, pulled away and cried out when Guard Terry was playing with them, I never asked him to stop. The same is true of the hot wax; something that I had never experienced. It hurt but I was able to enjoy the experience. The electro-stim was another experience that was new for me. Previous electric play was simply torture and I found your electro-stim play to be a painful pleasure that I am eager to experience again. I especially enjoyed my time in the straight jackets and surprisingly found that the canvas and not the leather was my favorite! Sadly the worst torture of my visit happened on Spirit Airlines and not inside your dungeon.
Finally, every review seems to rave about your cooking. These reviews are absolutely spot on as I found to be delicious! This will be a Christmas that I will long remember. I am eager to see the pictures that you took and am eager to return as soon as I am able!
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My only regret is that I waited so long to come to you. I was 18 when I first found your web page. But many things, including my music career and my fear that someone would discover what I really thirst for would become public and who knows what would happen then. But that was 13 years ago. There is a lot of difference between 1999 and 2012. I'm not even sure my fans would care now. Even so, I know I can trust you absolutely to not reveal anything about me.
Truly, I think you may have changed my life. I have always fantasized about bondage, but never acted upon it. When I was in my teens I tied myself up, like a lot of men, you told me. Then I went through my Goth period where I could wear practically anything and did. My clothes hinted at bondage, never realized. Then when we gained a little popularity, I was too afraid to come out, not being gay---everyone knows about that. But I couldn't break the bondage barrier. Finally, I did. No regrets. In fact, you took me where I always dreamed of going. But I was never---terrified. I always wanted to explore and you did take me to my limits.
I'll return when I'm back in LA or someplace near. My schedule doesn't allow much time off, as I told you. I wish you were closer and yet somehow it's good to have you so far away---like an adventure, which it was!
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Dear Master Jack, I had such a great time at your Place, not only the scenes but also our talking and the great dinner meal. I enjoyed it a lot. So thank you and Terry again for all you have done! It means a lot to me!
If I don't find it in Germany this way, I know that I find it at your place! It is not really next door but it is important to know that it exists. I hope that you can help many men like me and that they are as thankfull. I hope we can stay in touch! All the best from L.A. The rest of the Journey is Highway no 1 to S.F.
(Later) Back at home in Germany now. Thank you for everything. Stay with you was definitely the highlight of the trip.
Thanks for the hospitality and great scenes during my visit to your city and home a few weeks ago. I got home only two days ago and am trying to catch up on my correspondance.
Your food and scenes and good advice are always cherished. If health permits, I will contact you for another scene next fall or sooner.
After leaving Tucson I spent time in Cottonwood, Sedona, and the Grand Canyon area. Arizona has many beautiful sites. The weather was unusually warm for this time of year but it was very pleasant.
You treated me more as a guest with the fellowship and good food. The scenes, though painful in some ways, were good and much appreciated. The quiet time in the cell gave me opportunity for thought.
God bless both of you and, of
course, gentle Rex.
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Master Jack & Terry
It's a long way to come from Sydney, but this was really worth it. You made this rubberboy know that he MUST pursue his interests with all his heart, the way you two have done.
With Great respect,
I had an incredible time on Saturday and really enjoyed myself. I apologize for not emailing sooner, but I've been dealing with the drama generated because my phone was off all afternoon on Saturday (very long story short: car problems).
Now all I need to do is figure out how I'm going to do this again, but next time for a longer visit.
Thank you again, sir.
I'm a past bondage slave boy of
yours. I just checked out your web site again and it's as awesome as ever.
It's been some time since you've tied me down and had me obey you... perhaps
5 years or so (it was actually 9 years ago-MJ); but the time there, and
lessons learned, will never be forgotten.
I was surprised to still find myself as one of your bondoboys! (045/056) and such a honor to be among the honored slave boys who've been captured over the years.
You picked me up at the BART station and I knew that once I got in your car there was no escape. I was yours, period.
We had one hell of a great time. Your slave had a deadline and was unable to join in, but you did quite the good job at making me feel like the submissive slave I'm meant to be.
Just want to tell you that I've never forgotten. I never will.
This is in the nature of a personal communication. I do want to thank you, as I did on leaving, for the care and kindness and consideration you put into creating a few scenes that I might enjoy -- or learn from -- in my 24 hours with you
I did learn, more perhaps about
myself than about the bondage, and to be sure, despite the occasional arthritic-related
woe, I did enjoy. Still can't believe that that first leather SJ experience
was five hours; no more than a couple i thought.
Your kindness in inviting me for dinner, very pleasant, and breakfast, also was plus. A cold sandwich and donuts and milk could have been the sole sustenance under a captivity scenario...
My thanks again. You and Terry are nice folk...
I am beginning to realize that vanilla just doesn't turn me on. I really don't get off on any sort of penetration. At best it's the S&M/humiliation aspect of it that's interesting. Being a bottom hurts ;) and being a top is somewhat boring. I love the physical form. It's beautiful and elegant. I think empathy plays a part since I can be whoever I see. It's a lot harder with women since I don't have the same physiology and don't have any frame of reference, however with another man I can become him and in fact become young again. I've only been out for about 2 1/2 years, but thanks to people like you I have been able to figure out where I fit in the puzzle.
The guy I met on recon had his brother over and therefore wasn't able to do anything for the past few weeks, however, we have been out to dinner several times. I found a Friend with Benefits on recon who is tying me up and pushing me to my limits. It's cool because I am really starting to discover mine. I really should have listened to you last year when you told me to get on recon, although I am not sure I was ready, because it's really been a great way to meet people. You also helped me get more comfortable in my skin. I am no longer afraid to tell people what I like, and I am willing to send them away if they don't approve. You really have done a lot more for me than you know. Regardless what happens, I do plan to come up and see you and Terry again. Sometimes people like you are considered the dirty little secret. For me you are the mentor who opened my eyes.
Life is wonderfully complicated and often we just need to get past the bullshit and enjoy the ride. You've often given me the impression that you've taken the entierty of humanity on your shoulders. You need to let that go and enjoy the moments you have; enjoy Terry and enjoy your experiences. Live your life and don't worry about what's going to happen next. What's important is the moment. Cherish that; it's the greatest gift you have. If humanity destroys itself, then so be it. Your moments will last forever.
Recently I have been the DOM in
a situation. A light turned on for me and I realized that giving yourself
to someone or taking responsibility for someone is an incredibly intimate
experience. You showed me that I could trust you and I knew in the very
depths of my being that you would not harm me. When I took on the other
role I felt an incredible sense of responsibility for the person I was
charged with. He was my responsibility and my job was to protect him and
give him a great experience. I was shocked to see how it affected me emotionally.
He became my charge and I wanted to protect him. It wasn't the feeling
of a mate but more the feeling of a child that I wanted to protect. I now
can understand and believe you when you say you genuinely want the best
for me, because I felt exactly the same for the one I was charged with.
Like it or not, you created a friend :) You and Terry will always have
a special place in my heart.
Hello Master Jack,
I made it home with no problems.
Thanks again to you and Terry for a great visit ! I enjoyed both the active time and the quiet time. Both are relaxing in their own ways.
Looking forward to my next visit.
Once again, I'm writing to thank
you and Guard T. Not only are the scenes a high point of the year for me,
I always feel a let down when I get home, like after having a great vacation.
I realize my "vacation" is not for everyone. But it is for me. And maybe
even more importantly, you and Terry make me feel like I belong somewhere.
I have lots of friends and some who are even into bondage, but none of
them make me feel like I'm "family." Thank you so much for that.
PS. That's not to say you don't "punish" me just the way I want it. You do!
Sirs: Thank you Sirs for a fantastic time. this slobbering slave desires to tell you that the Two of You gave this humble slave the experience he has always desired. i have gone to several masters in London, as i told you. But they were a mere reflection of You Two. Your scene is complete. Pity you aren't closer but this slave will be back for another, even longer scene.
To say this was an amazing experience would be an understatement. I saw what you wrote on bondagemaster and since my business requires that hear the roar in the whisper I can't help but feel like I disappointed you. I hope next time I can do better. You really did take me to a place I've never been before and like all such journeys we often go kicking and screaming. At 44 you would think that you had experienced most of what life had to offer; surprises are rare. You and Terry surprised me and took me to places I've never been before. You all were my guide as I walked on paths unexplored. When I tripped you were there to help me and your compassion and firm resolve helped me to take the next step. You both truly are a master at what you do. Next time, if you will have me, I plan to throw my caution out and give myself fully to you; it will be your game not mine. One thing I will note is that when I came home and took my BP it was lower than I have seen in a while.
Dear Master Jack,
I just wanted to write you to thank you for the weekend. This has been long delayed, because immediately after that weekend I was slammed with work, but definitely deserved and I should've said sooner. From the moment Guard T put the cuffs on me in the backseat, I was hard, and I'm still jerking off to memories of the whole weekend. It was a really good combination of bondage positions and situations. I think I have a better sense now of what it is in bondage that cues my sexual drive, and you both helped me with that. Give my thanks to Guard T too.
I made it home nearly on time. Thanks again Sir to you and Terry for your hospitality. Thanks for the bondage sessions, I learned a great deal about being confined. I hope you can send the pictures, I'am anxious to see how I looked and put them on my Recon site. Again very greatful for the experience.
Sir, I want to thank you and Terry
for a fun weekend. I enjoyed the cell time as usual and the cage
time was an added bonus. The paddling was also something I could
Looking forward to doing all that again hopefully this spring.
Hope you and Terry have a good week.
My flights all arrived on time and I got home early this morning. My three day scene being held in the cell and dungeon was everything I had hoped for when I first contacted you a few weeks ago.
As a straight guy interested
in bondage, I was a bit uneasy on a couple of counts before contacting
you and deciding to visit. Our phone conversation following my initial
email satisfied me that I could trust you. Our discussion in the
car as we drove from the airport further eased my concerns but from the
moment I was handcuffed in the car, I knew that I
was inescapably under the control of you and Terry, exactly what I had wanted to experience.
As the jail master, Terry
was attentive to all details of eliminating any possibility of escape.
He also was quick to point out and punish transgressions by a prisoner
and to warn of more severe punishment for continued violations.
The brief pool breaks and the afternoon dungeon sessions provided just
the right level of relief to the monotony of being confined in a small
cell as well as an opportunity to experience new things. The restaurant
trip the evening that power went out provided a great opportunity
to sample some local cuisine and was a surprise break from being confined.
Being briefly allowed out of the cell on my final night to dine on the patio with you and Terry was also a welcome break prior to spending 12 or 13 hours in the cell before release. By the way, the ribs you prepared were great!
Thank you both for respecting my limits and also for your concerns about my well being while being held captive. Terry was more concerned than me that I wasn't drinking enough water for the Arizona heat. As part of my first discipline session, he took great pains to force me to re-hydrate. After that, I drank all the water that was provided. I wish that my sore arm hadn't required that I ask for some relief to prevent aggravating the injury, but both of you went out of you way to provide the scenes I hoped for while trying not to further injure the arm.
I hope that my circumstances will allow a second visit next May and that you will accept me as a prisoner for 3 or 4 days at that time
I had to think about flying out
from New York for weeks before I finally wrote to you. There are hundreds,
if not thousands of tops here in the City. But I kept reading through the
past boys experiences and thinking, "I've never seen anything like that
before." And there was good reason for that. You are one of a kind. Not
only are you a stern Master, you are also a caring one. When I had some
trouble the second day, ready to quit, really, you nurtured me. You got
me through it. I suppose that's one of the biggest differences between
you and a lot of tops. They want to control for their own egos. That's
probably part of yours too, but you have the gift of empathy... and it's
a great one.
So now I'm back in my office, listening to others pour out their souls to me on my therapy couch. But I can't help but flash back to my sessions with you and lying on your "couch"--- the bondage table-strapped up tightly in the leather sleepsack, gagged, electrostimmed and floating off in nirvana. Nobody into bondage is ever going to really understand that experience until they have had it for themselves. It is a truly, truly a mind bending experience and one I shall never forget.
I'll try and return, but you know how difficult it was for me to get away for even just 3 days.
Your most willing subject, Jason
Just one word:
Thanks so much,
Your prisoner, John
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Subject: Thank you for a wonderful time Sirs
Date: Fri, 20 Nov 2009 10:13:56 -0500
From: Matthew <someguyXXXXX@hotmail.com>
Master Jack and Slave Master T,
I just wanted to take a moment and say I arrived home safely and had a wonderful time at your facility Sirs. It is amazing looking back how much time I was able to spend in your cell and yet still somehow looking back I also spent a lot of time in your dungeon as well Sirs. Slave Master T was a wonderful jail warden and Master Jack the perfect Dungeon Master. In looking back on my time there are a couple of things stick out in my mind...not that every moment wasn't wonderful...but these moments messed with my mind more than I thought it should. The first was the second night I was served dinner in the cell. The wonderful chicken and rice dish. What you have to realize is that I was leg ironed and handcuffed. The handcuffs where attached to a belt at my waist....so getting my hands to my face to eat wasn't easily done. Slave Master T brought me my dinner with a fork and napkin as always. Here's the thing. I've eaten out of bowls and off plates with my hands behind my back and have no problems going face first into my dinner....but the inclusion of that fork just messed with my mind Sir. Had it not been there I would have immediately eaten face first from the plate...but its inclusion made me try to save my dignity and eat from the plate like a normal human...even with Slave Master T watching me eat and recounting stories of previous boys eating while hogtied and the like..and yes I did finally go face first into the plate to finish my meal...but that fork still messes with my mind Sir. The second incident was the last morning as I was getting ready to leave for the airport. After all the cuffs had been removed and I had showered in preparation for leaving. After getting out of the shower I went to brush my teeth. I nearly burst into tears as I looked down and realized I would have to put the toothpaste on my toothbrush myself. Having gone for all that time with every morning and evening being led into the bathroom in cuffs with the toothpaste already on my toothbrush waiting on me...this was the sign that finally made me realize that yes it was finally over Sir. I truly miss my time at the facility and I look forward to serving you both again in the future.
Keep up the good work Sirs,
Evening Master Jack and Guard Terry,
I'm sorry for the delay in this
email, however when I returned home... distractions. Now we are
looking to the Gulf of Mexico, watching and waiting to see what will happen with Hurricane Ida.
This is extremely rare to get a storm this late in the year. Luckily it is looking like it will hit the
Florida panhandle and only give us some wind and rain.
On a more positive note, I wanted
to thank both of you for your hospitality and the incredible
learning experience. As you know I originally wanted a much shorter session, but thankfully I
listened to you and went with the 24 hours. In hind sight, I wish I would have done longer. I
must admit I was nervous upon ringing the door bell at your house, hoping i could last the time.
While I had always enjoyed my shorter time in bondage, I wasn't completely convinced how I
would handle the longer term. Over the next 24 hours I learned not only that I could take it
and enjoy it, but also yearn for what was to come next. I was amazed to learn that I had been
in the straight jacket for almost 3 hours along with the electrical device for however long it was
attached. I found myself go from tensing up in anticipation and dread of that next shock to
relaxing and enjoying the feeling it would bring.
It wasn't until I was brought
down to the cell and Guard Terry came down and strip searched
me and cuffed me that the realization of what I committed to really dawned on me. I knew at
that point I was truly a prisoner with no control of what was to come. After a while I found
myself intently listening for the slightest movement from inside, waiting for that tell tale click of
the door that signaled someone was coming to my cell. It was not anticipation of release, but
the anticipation of what challenge would be next and the desire to prove I could take it.
Spending time in the sleep sack was a new and intense experience. The constriction and
addition of the hood left me to my thoughts. I was slowly realizing that I could really take this
and want more.
As you can see, this really was
an enjoyable and enlightening experience for me. I realize now
that I can accept this and need this. I will need to experience more and yearn to learn more.
For that I am extremely grateful. Thanks again to you both and I look forward to spending more
time as your prisoner.
That's what it was... a great
ride. From the moment that you pulled up at the airport in your big, dark,
shiny Benz, I knew I was in for a great ride. Guard T's handcuffing me
and securing me in the back seat just reaffirmed that. And I was off, on
one of life's great adventures, never knowing what was going to happen
next. That's the beauty of it. Anticipation. Like having wind in your hair
on a bike, going full bore around one mountain bend after another, never
knowing what's waiting ahead. Loved it. You pushed me and I loved that
too. I'll always remember it as 4 of the best days of my life. No regrets.
Only sorry to see it end, when you took off the cuffs and released me at
the airport again.
Thank Guard T for me also. He can be one mean fucker, but I loved that too. Give me for a ref (privately) if you want. I'll tell 'em, "it's a great ride. Go for it."
RE: your scene
Date: Thu, 1 Oct 2009 22:09:03 -0600
From: JM <ELj2009xxxxx@live.com>
To: <firstname.lastname@example.org> References:
Now that I have been able to spend time and think about how things went, I want to email you to say Thank You. In the end, you left me with no doubt about what my interests are and with no regrets about coming to visit you. Although my like of handcuffs has gone done a fair bit - it seems that the more I wear them the more I dislike wearing them - my love of straight-jackets (and now sleep-sacks) has never been higher. I do have one request though, I think you took pictures of me hogtied, I was wondering if I could get those, I'd sort of like to see what one of the more uncomfortable positions I've been tied in looks like.
Note: Been getting a lot of military boys lately... relieving the stress of war while bound and gagged and unable to do anything...in other words, safe. No mortars flying. No snipers. No release... :-). This fellow came all the way from Kandahar to have a scene! Jeb, below, was returning to Afghanistan. BTW... all the names are changed to protect the guilty. :-) Master Jack
Hello Master Jack,
I'm back in Austin. Except for a minor flight delay all went well.
Thanks to you and Terry for the session, I really enjoyed it.
Looking forward to my next visit.
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Subject: thank you
Date: Wed, 19 Aug 2009 21:13:02 -0400 (GMT-04:00)
From: eras <email@example.com>
To: Master Jack <firstname.lastname@example.org>
Thank you for the experience this
past Monday. I was pretty nervous when we began (especially when
you started to fasten those first straps), so I appreciate the fact that
you made everything just the right intensity and that you created a comfortable
and safe environment. It took alot for me to give up complete control
like that, especially to a stranger. I haven't had internet access
until now, so I wanted to drop you a line to say thank you.
It took me a few days to write since I didn't know what to say. Me bein' in the military n' all, it's really hard for me to find anyone to tie me up. Most of the time, if I find anyone into "real" bondage, they want me to tie them up. I can. But that's not what gets my rocks off, as you saw. The feelin' of bondage, knowin' I can't get out and that you won't let me loose until our agreed time is up is the biggest turn on in life for me. And I loved it when you told me the 24 hours was up and THEN refused to let me loose. WOW. I really fought the straightjacket then, but I couldn't get loose. When you finally let me loose I was goin' to chew ya out, but found out that it was just 24 hours then! Nobody's played that mind fuck on me before. You are a fuckin' Master.
Got this nice note from a boy
in England and even though he's never been here I decided to publish it.
From: Roy <email@example.com>
Subject: thanksDate: Jul 22, 2009 9:21 PM
Hello and Good Evening Sir,
This is my formal thank you for
everything. I first want to thank you for picking me up and dropping me
off at the airport. Next, I wanted to thank you for the awesome food that
you prepared while I was there, I really appreciated the care for your
prisoner. Then I would like to thank you for the privilege of allowing
me to go out to dinner with you and T; I REALLY enjoyed the ride home from
the restaurant (in leg irons and handcuffs).
I saved the best for last: THANK YOU for the awesome / mindblowing scenes you planned, each scene just got better. I really enjoyed the leather and the restraints. Please also thank "Officer T" for my prisoning training, I learned and enjoyed my cell. I will remember my training for when I come back, please keep a collar ready for when I return.
Thank you for taking good care of me. I had an awesome time and will be back soon.
Thank you both again for everything,
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Subject: our scene
Date: Sat, 28 Feb 2009 19:11:52 -0600
As you know I was so paranoid about coming to see you. I was sure I could trust you but I've been terrified for 40 years that someone would find out I was really gay and even worse that I love to be tied up....like my wife. She'd leave me in a minute. But after I got there and you got me calmed down, I couldn't believe what a truly wonderful feeling it was. I hope to get away from the university next fall and I want to see you again then. I really, really appreciate what you did for me. I was "high" for days afterward.
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Subject: Re: rubadub
Date: Sun, 22 Feb 2009 22:27:00 -0800 (PST)
From: jr subman <firstname.lastname@example.org>
To: Master Jack <email@example.com>
I really didn't think I could make it 24 hours straight in rubber. But you made me do it... twice! I didn't even think I liked straightjackets. Now I want to live in one!
My humble thanks,
February 6, 2009
Got home about midnight Wednesday after a drive that was both beautiful---and freeway hell-to Idaho.
Want to tell you again what a wonderful time I had during the visit. Was powerfully aroused during the scenes I came in the uniform... Want to do it again soon while I still can. Next time would fly and rent a car.
Attached is a photo of my iron bondage collection. Terry may find it interesting. The heavy leg irons definitely go over boots. The silver shackles have setscrew closure; have worn them for days with additional chains connecting here and there. The bean cobb leg irons and handcuffs are a little rusty, have been much loved. The collars are too small for me now, the largest being a size 16; they each have only one attachment. If you want them, these will all be yours.
Thank you again for everything.
- Original Message --------
Date: Sun, 21 Dec 2008 21:27:44 EST
Master Jack and Terry -
Thanks for being such great hosts on my visit last week. I had a great time in and out of the sleepsack! I had a great time and enjoyed your hospitality.
Hope it is the first of many visits.
Well, I shall give thanks my entire
life that I met you. It was an unforgettable "Thanksgiving." Who would
ever believe that I spent Tday bound and helpless, waiting for my meal
to be served to me by a Master, when in fact I was trussed up tighter than
the turkey. I loved it that you left me in the straightjacket, forcing
to eat my turkey dinner, out of a metal bowl like the dog I am. You have
a great sense of irony and it wasn't lost on me.
Keep up the great work. I know of no one who does what you do so well!
Your humble slave,
I made it home with no trouble
Thanks to you and Terry for a fun weekend, sir It seems like each visit gets a little more intense (for me :-) ), but always fun.
I'm looking forward to my next visit, hopefully next Spring. I will take into account breaks I might need, though I think it is more of a break from the intensity (for me) more than the bondage itself. Handcuffed (in front) and leg irons provide a break for me. However, the walks were very nice too !
Hope you have a good rest of the year !
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Subject: Thank you Sirs!
Date: Tue, 23 Oct 2007 00:09:08 EDT
Master Jack Sir,
Guard T Sir,
Just wanted to tell you again how sincerely grateful I am for this past weekend. I'm still at a loss for words. I've never been locked up this long before, and although I was initially uncertain about my ability to complete the scene, your orders to increase the time were just what I needed. Thank you so much Sirs -- your talents have filled a big void in my life over the past three years.
The flight home went smoothly... Back in NY it took 2 hours to get home among the world's rudest drivers, and I was wishing I was in your cell instead. All day at work today I couldn't think of anything else. I'm already looking forward to next year.
Again, many many thanks.
Master Jack Sir, I wanted to thank you both for the 5 days I spent at your place in Tucson.It was a great experience.
I told you that I am married and live in a small town and there aren't many chances to experience bondage here. If anyone out there has a deep desire to be kept helpless in long term bondage, I would strongly suggest that they contact Master Jack and he will send you a profile to fill out. Tell him what your fantasies are and he will work with you.
Master Jack's dungeon is monitored 24 hours a day. I will admit that I had to signal for Master Jack on more than one occasion; he responded immediately and he took care of the problem. Both Master Jack and his slave boy "T" are 100% safe.
Hi Master Jack & Terry,
greetings from switzerland. i'm back home since yesterday morning, pretty cold here.
Thanks a lot for the nice stay with you last week, I really enjoyed my time there very much.
I wish you a good time. keep in touch.
-- Original Message --------
Date: Tue, 26 Jun 2007 10:29:03 -0400
Sir... and I say that with a lot
of respect. I never call another man "Sir" in the BD/SM scene, since I'm
always a top...almost. But I came all the way from New York to find out
what all the fuss was about. "Yeah, right," I was sure my response would
be. Couldn't have been more wrong. You did exactly what I asked you to
do... kept me bound and helpless, sightless, virtually sensationless for
the 48 hours I asked for. Everytime I came to the point of near panic,
you calmed me. THAT'S your talent. You know people. I've tried to bottom
several times and it always became a battle of egos. We never started there
and you never let it go there.
So, I told Mich, the guy who had been to see you and recommended you to me, that he was right. It is a unique experience... one I'll never forget. I reached my limits, but you didn't push me past them. Thanks.
Master Jack, Terry, I had such
a wonderful time. I thank you for showing me some things I've always dreamed
about, teaching me a few things about myself, and especially I thank you
for your hospitality at the end. I look forward to the day when I understand
my limits better and/or those limits have been stretched so that I can
return. Until then, I wish you both the best of fortune! J
Subject: Back home
Mon, 14 May 2007 17:54:08 +0000
Lazy Lucky <firstname.lastname@example.org> email@example.com
Hello Master Jack, and Master Terry:
Got back home safe and sound early this morning. Just drove straight home from the Airport, but started getting sleepy so took a nap for three hours. The whole trip was seamless.
Wow - what a great time. First, thanks so much to both of you for your hospitality and liberties you allowed me to participate in. The steak dinner was great, and taking a swim was very nice. I greatly enjoyed talking to both of you. You are two of the three people I've ever had any discussions with about my homosexuality. I guess to sum up the whole experience, I'd say that heading back I just felt more whole as to filling in a missing peice of my life - something I've been interested in for a long time and wanted to do but until I came across you never thought there was a viable venue.
I had to say that I enjoyed getting whipped the most. Terry set it up beautifully when on Saturday he said I had been a pretty good boy but still had done some infractions that would be taken care of on Sunday. That got my motor running - I love the the punishment/consequence aspect of it. I loved what Terry said Saturday. I had asked him if prisoners were allowed to self gratify - he said no, that it was an infraction to ask and another one to think about it. Great line. Sure, the whipping hurt at the time, but I wanted to experience that. I wouldn't have complained if I had received more. Being forced to express sounds of pain is part of being broken down, which is another thing about BDSM I like. When Terry came to get me and told me to take my shirt off I knew what was coming. I think that was as hard as I got the whole time. Even though being strapped to whipping horse and getting it in the ass would have been fun, I'm glad I was whipped in back because figure it hurts worse. Yeah, it hurt at the time but I know those type of whipping devices are designed to bring blood to the surface without cutting. The pictures were awesome. Nice before and after re: the redness. All the pictures were great. I'll definitely have some great "material" to jack off to.
The e-stim was an incredible experience too. I didn't know what to expect. Master Jack read me perfectly when he came in and said he wasn't sure if I was in extacy or agony. I told him a bit of both. I enjoyed the disciplinary aspect of it because I had to, per se, talk to myself re: being so tightly restricted and having the hood on. Knowing I couldn't do a damn thing about it is what makes it erotic.
Third favorite thing - had to be when I was taken to the dungeon and left there gagged with the chain from the shackles going back up behind me to where I couldn't get up without taking the chair with me. Getting to look at me like that in the mirror - well, I came damn close to cumming. I had to stop rubbing my dick else I would have went. I loved the whole prisoner scene - being in "orange" just like the prisoners I see every day. The waist chain was great, especially when it was tighter while I was chained to chair in the dungeon.
I'm glad you guys had fun too. In fact, when Terry was having a bit of his own "fun" at the end of the scene on Sunday, I almost told him that since he was pitching I'd play catcher. I was thinking "okay, gagged, spreader bar on legs, bent over the whipping horse - yeah. But, I thought introducing that could be inappropriate since both of you have a relationship with each other. I was so close to saying it. But, since I was still in custody I thought I might suffer consequences. Okay, so it's killing me - what would have happened had I said that?
Again, thanks so much to the both of you. I feel like I've filled in a peice of my life that had been incomplete. It was a great experience.
sorry to have to leave so early
today. i had to be back in las vegas to meet up with
someone, and meant to tell you that 10am was when i had to leave when we talked last night.
i had a great time under your authority Sir. Terry is very nice and helped me.
thank you very much for the hospitality SIR.
could you send me some pics and movies of what you captured SIR?
oh, i had a weird thing happen
on my drive toward phoenix. there were
2 cop cars parked away from each other on the freeway clocking
speeders i guess. i was going about the speed limit, but when i saw
them, i braked fast going down to about 60.
i drove on for a while, no problems,
but then one car came behind and
trailed me then pulled up beside me and drove alongside for a long
then pulled behind and turned on his lights, so i pulled over.
2 cops came up to the window and
asked for my license and reg. 1 white
guy -maybe 25 with flat top and military looking, 1 black guy more
stocky who didn't talk, but watched.
the white guy said that he wanted
me outta the car, beside the cop
car. then he said i was getting a warning for changing lanes without a
signal. so he started to fill out papers- the warning. i was using my
the weird part was that he started
to talk about how i looked- 'man,
you really are in great shape', and i thought wow, were is he going
with this onez? i thought maybe this is turning into a visit to the
cops backroom rape place- or maybe a dessert road with these 2 guys
and me? he said more things and complimented me more about my body.!
he wanted to know what i do, where i went, where I was going...
but then he gave me the warning
and it was over....
Thank You for a most enjoyable experience and
allowing me to enter Yours,Terry's and
of course, REX's World.
I hope sometime in the Future You will allow
me to Return to experience more of the
same and to perhaps Expand and Experience
New Horizons of Bondage.
I want to thank you and Terry once again for a truly wonderful time this past weekend. Physically I'm exhausted -- I got no sleep on the plane coming home -- but mentally I'm still in a state of euphoria. I keep replaying the scene my mind, and it makes me hard just thinking about everything we did.
During my first visit last year, despite the fact that I had made a decision to trust you, I couldn't completely eliminate a lingering fear of the unknown. This time, with total confidence, being led into the cell was like coming home and the experience was even more intense than the first one. You and Terry do an outstanding job of making my dreams become reality, and for this I'm deeply grateful, in addition to all your fine hospitality with dinner, driving to the airport, etc. I'm already looking forward to seeing you again. My only regret is that we're so far apart -- if you ever get tired of living in that warm Arizona weather, please consider New York!
Again, many thanks for everything.
-- Original Message --------
Date: Thu, 23 Mar 2006 11:17:18 EST
Boy is that ever the subject with you! I've never been tied so many ways for so long in my life! I'm only sorry I only put a "5" on your profile form for straitjackets. Once you got me going on them, I wanted to try everyone you had! (I'll be back) I never knew what a wonderful feeling they have since I always just tie up my boys with rope. But being trussed up in a sj, legs tightly strapped together, tightly hooded for hours...what a rush! As you noticed, a shot over and over in your rubber straightjacket and pants. I'm still jacking off to that scene. Wonderful!
-- Original Message --------
Date: Tue, 14 Feb 2006 09:29:53 +0000
To: MASTER JACK <firstname.lastname@example.org>
Hi Master JackI would just like to send you a big thank you for the time I had out there with you.The cell experience was great and fulfilled one of my fantasies. In fact last nightwhen I slept it still felt as though I had handcuffs and manacles on (or was I just hoping)!Thanks also for your hospitality in showing me around the area and even remembering my birthday really touched me.I have to admit I cried a bit at the airport as I felt really sad at having to leave.The weather here is really gloomy in London, cloudy and dull 6C - what a difference!Anyway I hope if I can save up enough to be able to come againand maybe without all the worries on my mind next time you couldpush me more to the limit.Look forward to seeing the photos if you could email me.Best wishes to you and Terry
First, I want to say that I had a very good time. You could not have been more responsible or careful. My special favorite, I think, was the time in straight jacket tied very tightly to the chair, with the electricity. I could have lasted several more hours than you allowed.
Both expeiences in the bondage bag were amazing. I was so pleased to have lasted several hours rather than my previous limit of one, and the second use was especially pleasurable with the use of the electric toy. I now think I can deal with the bag for quite extended periods, at least tied in the way you did it.
The time in the cell was fun. I liked a lot the hog-"tie" using the combination irons with wrists behind the back plus a chain attached to the cell itself, all while hooded. Fun for the kinky.
Although the session with Terry was limited in time, I very much enjoy his strictness, orders and demand for obedience. The whipping, with wrists attached to the post, though not extensive, was also great. The bondage in the straight backed chair was relatively demanding and very pleasurable, mentally and physically. In retrospect.
I was certainly well fed and well cared-for. I appreciated the opportunity to have dinner with you and Terry not just once but twice. Thank you. You are a very good cook and you are Terry are fine company.
I also appreciate your patience
with my medical regime, which I know interrupts things and must be a pain
(it is for me!).
It's always fun and stimulating talking with you, as well as being bound by you. I think, and hope, you felt more confidence in the rigor I could handle. I assure you I can and would tell you if I couldn't.
All in all, a great time of much
pleasure and stimulation. My thanks to both you and Terry,
Master Jack Sir,
I can't find sufficient words to thank you and Guard T for the incredible prison scene you gave me in your cell and dungeon. It was simply magic - an experience I'll never forget as long as I live. From the moment I arrived I was controlled and restrained, and while you made sure that it was impossible to escape, you also worked very hard to ensure my safety and well being at all times. For that I am truly grateful.
It took me five years to muster up the courage to come see you. Now I wish I hadn't taken so long! For anyone who is debating about trying a scene with Master Jack, I have two simple words: DO IT. You'll be very glad you did.
Once again, thank you Sirs for making my fantasies become reality. I'm already looking forward to serving another sentence with you.
Thank YOU so much for everything
SIR. So many things that i enjoyed about the time i spent in YOUR control
SIR. i think experiencing the electro butt play was the greatest, and i
thank YOU for allowing me to receive that SIR. Second favorite was probably
the rubber gag SIR. i'm learning that i am becoming a pig when it comes
to gags SIR. i wanted to experience all that YOU have, but realize that
would take some time. Also wanted to experience all of YOUR hoods too SIR.
Finally i want to thank YOU again for allowing me to shoot. i'm hoping
to get a chance to see how that looked on YOUR site SIR. <fingers crossed>
I've been in the Leather scene
for almost 25 years. I've been tied up by I don't know how many men and
I've tied up a lot too, as I told you. So I've been around and seen just
about everything, I thought. I was wrong. Your system, style, call it what
you will, is completely different. It's like it was meant to be, I've come
to think. I came with a lot of preconceived ideas of how a scene should
be run. It's like you just tossed those out of the window and said, "This
is the way we'll do it." After talking to you, when I was allowed to do
so, I realized that you are just a naturally born BondageMaster. You didn't
need to go to some school, go to meetings, seminars, HellFire's Inferno
or be trained by anyone else. When you told me you had been tying up boys
(literally in this case) since you 9 or 10, I could believe it. You took
to dominance and bondage like Mozart to music. You make the others seem
like comic opera and you're the real thing.
My (leather) hat's off to you. You gave me a scene like I didn't know I could have. There's still hope in the Leather community that BD/SM will not die off, after all, replaced by ersatz people in faux-cuir.
Who would ever have thought that such a great time could be had in the wilds of Arizona? It doesn't happen in the City, anymore.
With great admiration,
My sincerest thanks and I hope Secure haven happens quickly.
I almost cancelled because of the "war," fear of flying after 9/11 and several other lame excuses. it would have been one of the worst mistakes of my life. I have always dreamed of being bound up and kept that way for a very long time. I've fantasized about it since I was about 10 years old. Now I'm 50, as you know, and I've finally found someone I can trust to do just what I want. Thank you, thank you, thank you. I had the time of my life. New York is a long way away, but I'll be back!
Thank you so much for introducing
me to bondage, Sir. Being a first timer, I was
tremendously apprehensive (as you must have noticed) showing up at your dungeon.
However, you thoroughly interviewing me (and cleverly peeking into my psyche) to tailor
the most appropriate session eased me into the scene and made it enjoyable, though
intense, from the very beginning. I found bondage most exhilarating and electro-stim
incredible, and I can’t wait to see what new things you will have in hand for me to
discover next session.
Thank you also for spending the
time walking me through the different aspects of the gay
world, in particular the bondage community. I was very nervous about opening up about
being gay for the first time in my life, and your willingness to talk to me after the
scene for so long was tremendously helpful. You being so trustworthy made it possible
for me to let go and share with you my most deepest thought. In fact, I was blown away
by how frank and direct you were with me, and will now take action on your suggestions.
I realized how much I have to learn, but as you pointed out, I am excited about the
journey on which I am embarking.
I am grateful for your offer to introduce me to some of your friends who might be
interested in helping me to further explore myself through the gay scene and bondage. I
can use any help I can get.
Looking forward to the next session, Sir,
Now home again, after a good flight with no problems.
Thanks again for a wonderful time,
and yes, I enjoyed everything a lot!
I will deffenetly visit you again, can't say when, (maybe next year).
Now I know you, and I know I can trust you a 100%, I am willing and eager to try any or everything!
And go a few (or a lot of) steps further. Is it possible to have it even more intense??
On the plane I was fantasizing already about new scenes with you.
You are very skilled in what you
are doing. Of course you have all of the equipment, but that is not enough
to use it well.
You have the right mind set, that I like, and that is why I feld so comfortable with you.
I was hoping and thinking that I would learn a lot from you and become a better Top. I think you made me into a mutch
bigger bondage bottom!!
And you know that I have difficulties finding a good Top. So you created another bondage addict! Have to come back
A thing that turned me on was the loss of time. I am now dreaming of even longer term bondage sessions.
I am really tired now and need
to go to bed, work again tomorrow.
Hello Master Jack -
I made it back fine and my head
is still spinning!
What a great afternoon! Thank You!!!!
You are right, it is definitely something I will
probably want to pursue. I will share my thoughts
with you about the scene once I am able to put them
It was wonderful! Can't wait to see the pictures you
took. I hope you have a wonderful Thanksgiving! Be well!
I just wanted to again express my gratitude for
such a great scene!
Take Care of yourself!
I just wanted
to thank you the weekend scene, sir. It
was quite a turn-on and has wetted my appetite for
more. Sir, I greatly appreciate your patience with me
as I was learning the ropes and especially with my
little stomach problem. I really enjoyed the cage
time, sir, especially with the handcuffs and leg irons
and enjoyed your friendly vibrators.
I would appreciate it, sir, if you could let me know
if post on-line any of the pictures you took of me. I
would love to have some of them, sir.
Looking forward to a return visit, sir and maybe I can
find some handcuffs I can sleep in !!
our scene, my experience with bondage was mostly self induced and
totally under my control so there was always a safe out. These self induced
scenes made it possible to indulge in my fantasies and at the time seemed to
be quite serious. My experiences with other men were scenes where all the
trappings of bondage were present; restraints, hood, gag, etc but in these
scenes I don't recall ever being locked into anything. These scenes with
other men were more about submitting to the other men. The scene with you
was entirely different.
Firstly, I didn't know what to expect. Even though we had repeatedly
discussed the parameters and potential options of the scene I knew that
everything was open to whatever you deemed appropriate. Upon being led to
the cell my perception and expectations began to shift. Prior to the cell my
focus involved topping R and at some point submitting. In the cell my mind
began to process the imprisonment and the shift to prisoner began.
Introspection was nearly immediate and the decision to live with the choice
I'd made soon became clear.
When I saw R in the cage I knew there was really nothing left for me to do.
Your swift action of taking control of me, whether premeditated, or sensed
as appropriate at the time began to solidify the choice that I wanted to
make but was wavering on. The straightjacket as a symbol is a strong one but
wearing one is something different entirely. The sense of confinement is
immediate and powerful and the shift taking place inside my head became
stronger. Even at this point though, I felt like I could still just take
control of whatever I wanted and make it stop if. Attaching the electrodes
to my cock and balls took things a step farther and I knew that I had to
either speak up then or shut up for the duration. When the hood went on and
my sight was taken from me and when the gag went in and my speech was also
stolen the. The choice was made final now but the journey had just begun.
Being strapped into the chair (again, sorry for breaking it) made my
existence instantly optionless. I could see nothing, my hearing was impaired
and now I couldn't move. I could hear you and R doing something and I tried
to focus on that but I couldn't tell where you were or what you were doing
and at this point my mind began to take over and create its own reality.
When the electricity began to jolt through my privates the next step deeper
was taken. I knew I wanted it, I knew total submission was approaching.
After you left there was nothing left to focus on but my own predicament and
that of R's. Our moaning and groaning was all I heard but it was more of a
background track to the movie my mind was creating somewhere deep inside my
head. Thoughts and images raced through my head, jolts of electricity
through my body, the two seemingly having nothing to do with one another yet
in some part of my mind I knew they were totally intertwined. I was now
dealing with the decision I'd made but in a way I've never experienced
before, a way that I am yet able to explain. I could do nothing about the
situation I was in. Part of me wanted out, part of wanted more. The one
thing for certain was that I'd gotten myself in deep.
The thing that most surprised me about the scene wasn't the more extreme
stuff but after I was let out of the chair, after the electricity stopped.
When I was bound, shackled and collared and those things on my hands took my
ability to do anything normal away I felt a bit liberated in comparison to
my prior situation yet the liberation was short lived. I was free to move
about and I seemingly had options but in reality I didn't. This frustrated
me and at times angered me. I was mad at you and I was mad at me. But I had
made a decision and I was sticking to it. After a while I hated my decision.
I asked R to remove the collar but he told me it was locked on. I thought I
could remove the canvas bags from hands by pulling them off with my teeth
but that didn't work either. It was at this point that I realized that I had
totally submitted and it happened without me knowing about it. The rest of
the night, locked into my new reality was all about learning. About me and
how I handle everything from the totally routine to the utterly complex.
I will think about this day for ever.
I will be back again to visit, next time longer.
Thank you, Master Jack.
for a wonderful bondage experience! You certainly know how to make
a boy feel safe and secure! But beyond
that, you and Terry were good hosts, too! I enjoyed visiting with you before and afterwards. And, now I know I can survive 24 hours of bondage! It was an experience I'll never forget! I hope that a few drops of my sweat are permanent parts of your dungeon now!
The rest of my weekend in SF was very nice, too. I sat with & chatted with a seemingly nice couple on BART going into
the city, but the more we talked, the more closed-minded conservative he seemed. I should have told him what I'd been
doing the past 24 hours just to see his reaction!
Thanks again for the hospatility and the bondage! An experience I'll never forget!
Give my best to Terry.
Sat, 3 Aug 2002 19:47:53 -0500
"Donald xxxxx" <moXXXXXXXXXXXX@msn.com>
"MASTER JACK" <email@example.com>
were flying, Master Jack, and they were on time. So my return
was uneventful --
and pleasant, really. There had been more rain while I was away, and the hills had become green
again in less than a week.
valued these past days, Sir. The particular timing was especially
helpful, too. (Life) creates, at least for me, a kind of imbalance
-- or perhaps a lack of coherence -- a little like
how things are after some kind of accident. Some things are obviously and immediately necessary. Yet
other things stay misaligned. There is an important part of me that likes -- no, needs -- BDSM, and a big
part of the need has to do with this sense of coherence and balance. It's probably related to how I find a
good "ass whipping" so important -- because it's hard for me to take. Do You remember the movie Five
Easy Pieces? I know how to do the easy pieces. The hard ones are where one might grow in some way
and find a center that isn't hollow. I have no illusions that, with a genuinely cruel person, I'd be dead
meat in a hurry. But it's like something You've said in the past -- about creating an opportunity for boys
to work out the things they need to work out. I suppose a simple way to say it is that it's cathartic for
me, although that may not say it all. It's more than cathartic. It helps me find my foundation again so I
can get back to trying to build something...
All good wishes.
I do hope to come back again, and this time, I hope, to be able to stand
more. I discovered by
using the electrical stimulation, my mind is taken off "my problem" and can take an indefinite time in
bondage. At least, I did much better that way. And if you'll have me back, well....
Yours in bondage.
I want to thank you for an incredible first-time experience - and for your care and patience throughtout my 8-hour scene, which went by way too fast. I really enjoyed being bound up tight in leather - the smell and the sounds it made were a real turn-on. The Electro-stim was amazing, too! I can't describe all the things that went through my head during those hours. I hope to come back again in the near future for a more advanced "lesson".
The more attracted I find myself
to bondage, the more I find myself wondering about my relative capacity
for bondage versus S&M. Much as S&M appeals to some big part of me, I may, in the end, have a greater
capacity for bondage. But I want to keep exploring both, and Your guidance and judgment are a real
source of strength and hope for me in this quest...
(He has now booked another scene for July, after he climbs the tallest mountain in Peru.)
MASTER JACK -
...Once I renewed BZ, I came across your letter about the fourth anniversay of Bondagezine. Congratulations, and I am honored to be included in your thoughts marking the occasion.
I have had quite the week mulling
over the events of last weekend. I have been quite occupied today thinking
our drive into the country last Sunday afternoon. As a matter of fact, I had most of the day today to myself, so I took a drive. Since I couldn't figure out how to chain myself up and drive, I settled for my Wescos and some leather.
Again, I want to tell you that
last weekend was everything, and more than I had anticipated. My first
apprehension was put aside so early in our encounter that I was able to truly live the fantasy I had only dreamed for
years. You took the time to ask questions and figure out what was going on in my head. My time in the cage was
devoted to looking forward to what was yet to come as opposed to thoughts of escape, freedom, or dread. I felt
comfortable and secure not only with you, but with myself. It is you who is responsible for these affirming feelings, and I thank you. I know that the experience could have been potentially quite different.
My very best to you and to Terry. I very much appreciated your willingness to include me in your activities. ...
the ride was unlike anything I'd ever done before. I think I remember that Sigurd is with you until Tuesday. My thoughts will be with him as he travels back to Brazil. Who knows, maybe we will share my hood again
next year! I have a lot of work to do to catch up to him.
Again, thank you SIR!
(biker boy from New Hampshire)
I am now
back safely in Malaysia.
As usual, I like to express my gratitude to you for being the kindest and best master to me. Oxy-moron is some respect,but that is how I felt. My fantasies were once again fulfilled, even for the short time period with you. In some sense, I was hoping for more, but you knew when to stop.
If everything goes well, I hope to pay you a visit again soon."
My Malaysian boy. It was his third visit here.
... I saw the pictures on
bondagezine and they were good. I enjoyed the scene although, as
I am sure
you were aware, that as much of it was a new experience for me parts of it
ended up being more of a challenge than I had anticipated. The experience
was good, though, and it is through experience that we grow and learn. I
appreciated your concern and the care you handled me during the scene as
well as your discretion. I don't think I could have been in better hands.
Mon, 22 Oct 2001 03:58:44 +0000
"david p." <davypXXX@hotmail.com>
<<Just wanted to thanks you for an excellent time last month. Things have been crazy as you know. I would love to have another session soon! What do you think? Take care.>>
boy was the BondoBoy of the Month for Oct.
When I got home, my
butt was still rosy. And I've got
welts -- not visible, but I can feel them. Always wanted some of those things. Near the end, I think I was starting into the place where the pain turns into pleasure. Even the stinging whip was starting to feel good. You will have to keep expanding that in future scenes.
I don't know where the boot
service came from. If I remember, it was 0 on my first profile.
But this time, I just knew I wanted to do it,
desperately had to do it. Respect, submission, gratitude, whatever it was, just had to be part of the scene today.
As far as the 24 hours over
the 4 hours, I don't know yet. Four is
certainly more intense in a shorter time, but I was amazed at lasting 2 1/2 and 3 hours in the stim sessions. And that last stim could hardly have been more intense...
Anyway, thank you, thank you, thank you, Sir. It was a great scene and I hope to see you soon again.
Boy from East Bay
Hi Master Jack:
i wanted to thank you for
great 24-h session!!! it
was everything i could have asked for. You certainly
know how to do bondage scenes! It was so hot being
fitted into the straightjacket naked and having
electro applied in my as and to my cock and balls.
There are so many other things i would like to try
Thanks again for a really great time in your dungeon.
Boy from Texas
Boy from Russian River
even if that sounds stupid,
but I have to say "Thank you" again. Thank you for that experience in (rubber)
bondage which is sure to become a favorite from now on and thank you for
that nice evening.
Believe it or not, but the hardest thing that afternoon was calling from the station. I then was picked up by a very calm, obviously
educated man and I immediately was calmed down a lot. You seemed to be perfectly prepared (having assimilated all the information from our e-mail exchange)... I felt perfectly secure all the time because I was sure that I could trust you.
The first part of the scene was sitting in the bondage chair with a leather straight jacket, a tight rubber hood and my legs tied
together tightly. I could not belief that I was sitting there for 2 hours,
although admittedly it was hard towards the end...
The second part finally was in a rubber sleepsack! It was kind of a dream come true with that rubber hood tightly taped to my head, although I had a rather hard time with that breather gag. Breathing throug a mouth tube is much harder and more disagreeable for me than breathing through my nose. Time seemed endless. However, this seemed to give me new energy and with my dick now inside the bag I was fully covered in rubber! That was a great turn on and I was several times close to cum inside the bag, but then I just did not have enough movement to make it happen. Towards the end of my scene I could relax in that rubber bag and just enjoyed it. To sum it up thank you for these 6 hours and the experiences you made possible for me.
I am also indebted to you for your hospitality and the conversations we had, later.
I now feel encouraged to explore my interest in rubber and bondage further during my next years in Europe.
(A 23 y.o. boy from former East Germany...now working on Ph.D. at UC Berkeley, returns to Paris to finish studies, this fall.)
I just wanted to thank you
for having me up this week. I really enjoyed the trip. It has
given me a lot to think about and has opened the doors for me to pursue
these interests further. I am grateful for the opportunity to test
myself and confirm my desires under your confident hands. Hopefully
we can do it again soon.
I look forward to what the future holds.
(boy from San Diego, CA)
I had a great week in SF and a smooth flight back home.
Wanted to say 'Thank You'
for a great scene.
(Boy from NYC)
It seems like a dream that I actually was your prisoner for 48 hours,
specially when I look at myself in the mirror and found my ass not red anymore. My ass is still a little sore, but it remonds me of those wonderful 48 hours. Hopefully I'll get my vacation and spent more time there, like a week.
Morris (from Taiwan)
a quick note to say thanks for everything. I really enjoyed both
the time spent with you and slave t and of course the bondage. You have provided me with a safe place to experience my fantasies and for that I am thankful. I would also like to thank you for taking the time to talk to my lover; it seems to have helped. I feel that our relationship will take a turn for the better and include more bondage. I look forward to the next time that we get together. (Jason...from Edmonton)
I just walked in the door...
I want to thank you for my scene. My mind is still reeling from it.
I hope to write you something more formal tomorrow, (he did....you can
see it in the Scenes Section under Long Term Captivity..."My Scene") but
for now, I wanted to let you know I'm home and say thanks again, sir.
Jim (from Seattle)
all the best
(Note: this was not the Marine above, with the testimonial. This East Coast boy was the BondoBoy in June, 2001 and was a very good 28 y.o.captive)
First, thanks again for a
great session. I guess this is my 5th or 6th. Every scene has been different
with different intensities.
But I'm writing this time more to say thanks for your discretion. It took me 2 years to finally get up enough nerve to write you for a scene. It had taken another 25 years or so for me to get up enough nerve to finally decide to do something about what I had always dreamed about. The biggest problem for me, as we've discussed, was finding someone to trust, for if it ever got out I was into this (bondage) it could destroy my "image." But you have proven yourself to be absolutely what you said you were... someone who really loves to tie up men and never reveal anything about them. It's over a year now, and you've certainly kept your part of the bargain. I have absolutely nothing to regret, and a lot to be grateful for. I hope I'm keeping up my end of the bargain and letting you push me a little bit more each time.
THANKS, REALLY THANKS for tying me up.
Dear Master Jack, Sir:
This a message from "swimmer,
pain pig". I am having the glass, or two, of wine I mentioned after
you toasted my ass today. Being a complete novice you brought me
to a level of "electrical" pain and sublime ectasy that I would never
have imagined existed. So much in a sense of total security and confidence
in your work. Thank you, Sir. I look foreward to my next experience and
wonderful new adventures with "Master Jack".
I hope that my performance today may make some notice in Bondagezine. I will subscribe and hope to see myself.
René (Booted Bottom)
P.S. If you wish to post this message, you may do so but do not show my e-mail address because I'm writing from work.
...my visit to you was more
than an eye opener, it was a
release. (I lnow that sounds a bit melodramatic but it's true). You allowed me to explore a large but hidden part of my personality, in a completely safe enviroment. Whatever was happening to me I was confident that you would look after me. This gave me the complete freedom to explore and enjoy all the new experiences.
You do not need to worry,
after my time with you, there is no going back. I now know that I
am a bondage and also perhaps a pain pig. I'm going out to buy my
firt leather gear tomorrow, I hope.
Just a quick note to say thank you so much for allowing me to be your bound and gagged prisoner for the weekend. You certainly satisfied a deep-seated need within me for nice tight bondage. I also discovered I could tolerate (and even enjoy) more intense scenes than I originally thought I could. Now I'd like to add chains, CBT, TT and suspensions into my repertoire. Perhaps I could return for another visit in a few months. I look forward to having new and exciting BDSM experiences in the months and years ahead.
Thank you for everything!
Your grateful boy,
Master Jack, Sir:
By now I'm back home after
a very intense (for me) experience that I will not forget. It will
take some time before I can sort it out. I do know that it is one
weekend I wouldn't have wanted to be without. On the plane down I
started writing about it and immediately got hard when writing about being
in the cage!
Go figure. :-) Perhaps You don't need to.
When my thoughts are a little
more stable about the experience, I plan to write You back again.
Thank You very much for Your concern and care and patience.
Thu, 19 Oct 2000 14:16:32 -0700 (PDT)
MASTER JACK <firstname.lastname@example.org>
Dear Sir -
I apologize for not writing
sooner. Very often I will
write up a 'session report', but, although I keep
thinking about it, I haven't been able to get my mind
around the experience enough for it to make sense on
paper. That's a good sign I think.
I'm going to keep trying
to get something down, but in
the meantime suffice to say that it was fantastic. I
wasn't thrilled with the way I expressed myself to
you, both through the profile and our verbal
discussion at the start, but you saw right through to
what I wanted and needed.
I have to admit that I was
nervous prior to our
meeting, but once we actually met I sensed right away
that you were a calm and trustworthy guy. You
impressed me as being soft-spoken, good-hearted, and
centered. This really let me get into the session, sit
back, and enjoy the ride.
I hope that I successfully
passed the first hurdle in
your eyes, and look forward to moving to new
challenges in the future...
Just wanted to let you know
how much I enjoyed my stay. I am definetly looking forward to doing it
next year. Let me know if you come across an older man for me in my area
I just wanted to express
my appriciation for your attention to my needs and from the attention that
slave t also showed. You made my stay a very memorable 48 hours.
I am looking forward to doing it again. I am currently looking into
purchasing my own straight Jacket. I just loved the feel of yours
on me so much....
Thank You again
Dear Master Jack,
This is to tell you that
I arrived safely home after a journey without any problems.
I really appreciated my stay with you, experiencing some nice new sensations and the prolonged stay in the cage.
Your level of experience guaranteed a nice balance between lust and endurance.
I wish you all the best, please give my warm regards to slave T and I hope to see you again in the future.
Sir, Thank you, Sir!
Where did you get the electro dildo?
How much was it?
And, where can I get one?
Thanks again MASTER JACK< you're the best!
Hello Sir Master Jack,
back again after great holidays
to several places in the west of the
states (from snow to heat) I still remember a great and unique
experience starting with the sound of handcuffs closing - first time
without having the keys by myself. Still having everything in mind and
trying to figure out my future position beeing into bondage. Thanks!
Thank You ver much,
Alex from Germany
Boy from San Fran
Wed, 24 May 2000 01:36:44 EDT
MASTER Jack, SIR: YOU were certainly correct in suggesting that i leave the timing to YOU.
SIR, what i really want to
do, is thank YOU for a truly exceptional
experience. YOU were amazingly good at tuning in to what was going on with me and so expert in titrating the experience accordingly, that i not only enjoyed what happened but felt entirely safe in YOUR hands. i was able several times to float and i know that is not an easy opportunity to create for someone. YOU are a remarkable man and as i said before i left, i came to really like YOU and enjoyed the several conversations we had. i also want to thank salve t who was prepared to help at any time during the night should that have been necessary.
Once again, many thanks.
If YOU will have me, i look forward to returning for a longer stay in the
next couple of months. This could become addicting.
Master Jack, SIR,
I cannot find the words to express my thanks for your compassionate
understanding, and for fulfilling my long desire to get truly bound for the first time by a master. You have redefined the word "SAFE" and "ANONYMITY" in my vocabulary. You may have heard plenty of appreciation and gratification from all your boys, please let me add this to your long list with utmost sincerity.
Your delicate skills have given me more confidence in possible future encounter. You cannot imagine how much I have come to realization after the session with you. You made me understand my limits, the possibilities, and most importantly, my desire to be bound helplessly.
It was such a delightful deviance from my hectic schedule, and a great escape when you brought me to a high. Knowing that there is nothing much I can do about my environment, my surroundings, no cell phone, no pager, no associates and no collaboration was scary at first, but by surrendering slowly became such a relief. A relief that is actually therapeutic, after the fact.
It means so much to me that you cared about my well being the whole time, and that you never at anytime overstep that trust, even though deep down inside, I was hoping for some other surprises from you that you knew I may not be prepared to handle at that time. I know now that I can handle more of what's coming my way, in real life and in bondage life.
I can only hope that there are more masters out there who possess your skills and understanding that can bring in more closeted boys like me into the light. If any prospective closeted boy is reading this message, and if Master Jack can find the time in his busy schedule, he is one Master that can show you the joys of bondage.
Once again, I am glad I have
made the first step, and a million thanks for taking me a few steps further.
Thank you for having me, and if circumstances allow, I want to be your
captive again in the future, SIR!
"I wanted to say thank you
for an incredible time. An eye-opening experience to say the
least. I learned much about myself in the short time I was your
prisoner. I'll try to write more about my feelings on our experience
once I've had time to collect my thoughts. I just wanted to
let you know that I made it home safely."
"I have been thinking alot
last weekend and in no way do I have any regrets. I have been doing alot of thinking about what a great time I had. Obviously, you have provided me with an experience that I have never had before. THANK YOU for an amazing for an amazing 24 hours."
Dear Sir. Thank you for a
great experience on Friday. I especially enjoyed the tight bondage and
the head restraint. I'm thinking about getting an electrical device
of my very own after than experience.
I hope that I can one day be in a relationship with someone who knows even just a fraction of what you know. You are an incredibly experienced Master in the art of bondage and captivity. I look forward to future encounters.
Electro-play definitely moves
to a 10 in my profile. In retrospect,
I feel like I wimped out around the end, probably because I was
starting to get a bit tired. Being able to control the pain was a
wonderful feeling (even if the pain level was very modest!). I said
in my profile that I did not think pain turned me on, I may have to
reconsider that based on this experience.
On the bondage side, all
three steps were interesting in different
ways. Time just flew by - when you told me it was time to go to bed,
I had no clue whatsoever I had been in the chair over 3 hours.
I still have no idea how long I stayed in the cage or on the table.
The cage period felt the longest, probably because there were
fewer 'interruptions', but it gave me the most 'relaxing' experience (this
is not really the right word, but I don't know how else to express the
mental release it produced).
The feeling of having relinquished
control was just incredible - not
frightening at all, which was a great surprise to me since I tend to
be a control freak (that's part of the lone wolf pattern, right ? ).
Looking back, I now see a
few interesting mind games you did play
on me. One that completely escaped me at the time was when you
mentionned your Pittsburgh boy behaviour as a way to make me use
the voice-activated electrostim on myself - without that, I would probably
have cowered in utter silence during the whole period...
One of my fears was to have
a 'pushy bottom' attitude (backseat
driver style), and I don't think this happened [please let me know if it
I drove back home on a cloud
- tired, but exhilarated and really high
on the whole experience. This will definitely stay in my mind for
a long time. Once again, thank you very much for giving me a great
first real bondage experience, which I am now sure is the prelude
to many others.
Sir,Master Jack Sir,
i want to thank you for allowing
me to visit with you. It was amazing ,
a test of my endurance as well as a learning experience. Your
professional methods were all i hoped for and more. With your permission; i hope to spend many more visits with you .
Thank you for a very intense
scene. I'm sorry that it couldn't
go any longer but if I had to settle for something short -- you certainly
delivered. No one has ever delivered the kind of head bondage that I crave except you -- thanks for scrambling my brains.
Bravo on the pictures of
my (our) session with Yves!!
I am in awe of the memory of that great 24 hours.
Belatedly, please accept my thanks for a most
challenging and new experience for me. I don't
believe I have ever been pushed harder than my session
with you. But what I most appreciated was that you
honored our agreed limits and cared very much how the
experience went for me.
You are a great and caring
person and seem truly to
enjoy what you do. I will not forget it and hope your
expectations were not too unsatisfied. Give Yves my
regards if you should hear from him.
Thanks again and I appreciate
that you kept the
details of my identity under wraps.
The electrical work you did on my cock was phenomenal....
i'm looking forward to another session in the future if you're agreeable to letting me come back.
Thanks again SIR. You
are truly the best.
This is just to say to Sir, I am back at home "very safe"
as Sir had
promised to me before.
As Sir knows, I was a novice, an have had to cope with 3 moments
of intense fear!
But, this is a first step (an accelerated course I would say), which
one as learned me an immense among of things , Sir!
What are my preferences?, to control the stress and the fear, and at the
end play with them!, Sir.
I kiss and lick your magnificent boots, Sir.
And I thank you, for all what you have done for me until now, Sir.
Your devoted, and tied Rex, Sir. A newboy from Brussels, Belgium